Pub. Date: September 17th, 2013
Publisher: Farrar, Straus and Giroux (BYR)
Hardcover
288 pages
Elise Dembowski is one of the funniest, most relatable girl
next door while being a complete individual, characters that I have had the
privilege of reading. Her voice is completely encompassing and this book
touched me profoundly.
Everyday for Elise is a struggle. Even when she tries, its
obvious that she’s not like everyone else. The take away, avoid being unique
and don’t be special, it just makes you lonely and miserable. So, Elise makes
the only decision she thinks she has left, to commit suicide. After a failed
attempt followed by major support and healing time, Elise finds comfort in
listening to music while night walking. Her walking leads her right to where
she will heal the most - a warehouse party, with a DJ. Finding a place where people
appreciate music as much as she does is like finding Mecca. But when Elise’s
natural DJ ability threatens her new friendships, she has to decide if it’s
better to fit in, or be true to yourself.
I loved this novel. The realism, humor, and music blew
my mind. Within the first few pages there was one of the most descriptive,
affecting, ‘practice’ suicide attempts that I have ever read. I felt sick to


